Notes #1
Memories that's been away long after,
It seems like i can't get over some of it,
Making me feeling that i've never been better,
Its either hurt or sad, or perhaps cheerful to know about it.
There's always been a love in confliction,
It'll be hard to resist, but if you insist,
maybe it'll work out in the condition
As long as we have nothing in between,
to think it as if its unseen.
Even though its been years, months or perhap days,
But i think i still love you in every way,
Yeahhh, I know tomorrow's always a new day,
But its just that, i can't seem to get a new fresh way,
to start up my day.
Yeahh i know, i'm stuck in those days,
and yeah i'm trying myself to get myself out of the way,
Girl, will you help me through this out?
or maybe you can just leave me be.
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Yep?
7:08 PM
Monday, July 28, 2008
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Tomorrow, we'll be going to Chung Hua which there'll be around 45+ school totaled up to 700+ students approximately. So i wonder what there'll be. Hopefully we'll able to enjoy lol. Anyway the history quiz is going to be held on this coming thursday and yeah not wednesday because of the public holiday (duh~) So anyway that's the update for today.
I'm free from myself. I've got no titles left. You name it.
8:04 PM
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Hey everyone, guess this is my second entry for this month. Right now, i'm quite worried about something which i'm not quite sure yet so, i'll bring this up later.
Anyway let's move on shall we? First of all, about the History quiz contest in Chung Hwa, i've got less than 5 days to read the revisions given to me. Seriously, 36 pages sure worn you out. Sometimes i found it useful reading those papers because, it helps me to know a lot more about the history and at the same time, it's useful for the contest(Duh?). So i've got less news under this section.
Second thing, earlier, i asked a friend of mine about the previous topic of this blog, well not entirely. I just asked about the waiting thing, should or should not. So I would like to thank Waida for helping me in the decision. So i guess that means, my decisions are final. I will no longer wait, so that's a good sign of moving on.
Third thing. Well i did say i was gonna say something about why i'm worried right? I changed my mind. I decided not too. Anyway what i'm worried isn't about love, having a crush or whatever related to love. Its not about that. Actually its about friendship that i'm worried about. I feared that i might be losing a friend due to carelessness of me, or some mistakes i've done. If i ever do that, I'm truly sorry and i hope you'll forgive me. Friends are really important to me because, they're the ones whom i shared my stories with. I don't really want to let them know that i'm sad unless i'm totally in deep trouble. Anyway, if i've ever let you, my friends, sad, or maybe something that'll make you feel down, yet i want to say i'm really sorry. I rather lose myself than losing my friends =(.
So actually, i really said it. Or maybe half of it. So yeah my main problem is about friends.Labels: Life, Updates
Circumstances.
6:19 PM
Thursday, July 24, 2008
So lately, i've been moving on about my love socials. Do you guys and girls seem to remember how long i've waited for Q? If you don't, its been 4 years, 6 months, 23 days and 570 hours and 10 minutes approximately. Imagine yourself in my situation with this time, what would you feel? I decided to stop loving that person because after a lot of thinkings i did, i've said to myself, "Whats the use of waiting? Is it worth it?" well in malay it should be, "Apa gunanya ku menunggu? faedah kan tu?". It's just a waste of my time, i've got my life to live on to. So i decided to move on. That's not the thing that makes me in bad mood.
My love life isn't that great, as i sure am pretty unlucky. But oh well, that's fate i can't change the facts about it. Anyway, recently I kind of accidentally fall in love towards someone. I told a friend of mine, "I can't believe this, i can't believe this!!, I can't believe I've fallen in love towards someone." like a dozen times or so. Then i told that friend of mine, "I don't really want to be in love, i just want to stay friends" Well i'm not sure, but that's what i remember since it was recently. Then i kinda.... went blushing and smiling like crazy... Awkward.. I know!!! But well things have changed. Maybe I shouldn't trust my "Love" for a while, I just need to resist. I can say that Love can be evil sometimes, and sometimes it turns our life up. But when you're in doubt, you'll sure to think more about it. But to think seriously, I am truly in love. Not for fun but for real.
Yeah this is a long post which I owe to some of my blog readers. Well not really i owed them anything, it's just, since i've been inactive for a long time why not update something long too. That's my point.
So for my conclusion, Lately i've joined a History contest in some school, which will take place on this coming wednesday. I've been given a revision paper up to 36 pages, i've got less than 6 days to memorize it now! Don't you think i'm suffering enough now? But the prize is not that bad, at least its about going to China, If i'm really lucky, who knows it might be a ticket to that olympic in bejing! Hahaha if it is, oh gosh i'm so proud. The reason why i'm in bad mood is because of the stress! So uhm anyway.. that's all for today, thanks for leaving. Leave my by with some comments at the tagboards. Just simply click it, type your name, and type the message thats all.Labels: Life, Updates
